Archive for the ‘Academics’ Category

Sunday December 28: Getting strong

Monday, December 29th, 2008

I’ve been feeling very motivated and ambitious again, and I think I’m starting to find my groove. Of course, I have yet to prove myself, so I will have to train harder and harder until I get good results. My goal for next year is to be perfect for tests, to pass them all on the first try. An encouraging sign is that the financial world once seemed impossibly huge but now seems large but manageable in my mind.

Thought: Train until the world seems tiny

Session 1: Nintendo DS brain training
Session 2: The Persian Wars 462-493
Session 3: Play Winning Chess 1-213 (done)
Session 4: Shogi for Beginners 1-167 (done)

Education: 4/5
Focus: 3/5
Insight: 4/5
Ingenuity: 2/5
Timing: 3/5

Total: 16/25

Saturday December 27: Super bored

Monday, December 29th, 2008

I managed to get in a lot of good studying today. I’d like to say that it’s because I’ve found a new sense of motivation, but really it’s just that I’m that goddamned bored. I am so sick of watching bad re-runs on television and there is so little else to do that I took a hankering to doing some problem sets.

I’ve decided that including the amount of time that I study is a very vague way of describing things, so I’m trying to focus more on output. I should be forcing myself to do a lot more problem sets anyways, so I will include the number of problems attempted and the percentage I got right. This will give me a better sense of where I stand and whether or not I’m improving. It will also be sure to hammer in my pride and keep me humble.

Thought: Not every day needs to be your best day

Session 1: Nintendo DS brain training
Session 2: Wall Street Journal, Financial Times
Session 3: Fundamentals of Go 243-268 (done)
Session 4: The Persian Wars 431-462
Session 5: Wins, Losses and Lessons 245-297
Session 6: Probability studying (9/10)
Session 7: CMA Macroeconomics studying (20/24)
Session 8: CPA business studying (13/19)

Education: 5/5
Focus: 5/5
Insight: 3/5
Ingenuity: 4/5
Timing: 5/5

Total: 22/25

Friday December 26: Too relaxing

Saturday, December 27th, 2008

I must be getting a little too bored being by myself so much, because I wasted the day watching the House marathon on TV. I got a little better at night, when I ran a few errands, but not much better.

Thought: Get on your feet and keep walking!

Session 1: Nintendo DS brain training
Session 2: Wall Street Journal, Financial Times
Session 3: Fundamentals of Go 191-242
Session 4: The Persian Wars 398-430
Session 5: Wins, Losses, and Lessons 173-244

Education: 3/5
Focus: 2/5
Insight: 2/5
Ingenuity: 2/5
Timing: 2/5

Total: 11/25

Thursday December 25: The rebirth

Saturday, December 27th, 2008

This is Christmas, a day that represents rebirth and salvation. I spent the day alone, meditating on the things that have to change and where I want to be next year. I sent out a lot of Christmas wishes and was quite touched by the warm reception and replies that I got.

Thought: You can change your fate

Session 1: Nintendo DS brain training
Session 2: Fundamentals of Go 179-190
Session 3: The Persian Wars 373-398
Session 4: Wins, Losses, and Lessons 109-172

Education: 2/5
Focus: 2/5
Insight: 2/5
Ingenuity: 2/5
Timing: 2/5

Total: 10/25

Wednesday December 24: Christmas Eve

Saturday, December 27th, 2008

Today was Christmas Eve and I decided not to go home for winter break. I want to lay low, plan my work and work my plan. I’m setting myself with a huge task for the next year and it will take an enormous amount of dedication and consistency to accomplish my goals.

Thought: I am a wild sword that needs a sheath. I need a companion that will be the restraint and focus, a contrast to my drive and motivation.

Session 1: Nintendo DS brain training
Session 2: CMA studying (1 hr)
Session 3: CPA studying (1 hr)
Session 4: Fundamentals of Go 159-178
Session 5: The Persian Wars 331-372
Session 6: Wins, Losses, and Lessons 73-108

Education: 3/5
Focus: 4/5
Insight: 4/5
Ingenuity: 4/5
Timing: 3/5

Total: 18/25

Tuesday December 23: Searching for purpose

Saturday, December 27th, 2008

I’m looking forward to my plans for 2009 and I’m on the verge of coming up with a new theme. It’s getting exciting!

Thought: Get ready to own

Session 1: Wall Street Journal, Financial Times
Session 2: Sewing (3 hrs)
Session 3: CMA studying (1 hr)
Session 4: Fundamentals of Go 139-138
Session 5: The Persian Wars 290-331
Session 6: Wins, Losses, and Lessons 43-72
Session 7: Nintendo DS brain training
Session 8: CPA studying (1 hr)

Education: 5/5
Focus: 4/5
Insight: 4/5
Ingenuity: 5/5
Timing: 5/5

Total: 23/25

Monday December 22: New hobbies

Tuesday, December 23rd, 2008

I went back to a couple classic hobbies today. I’ve been cooking frequently and not eating out, which is good, but I also worked on a long-standing project today. I finished sewing up the bean-bag chair after taking a couple hours to figure out how to use the machine. Tomorrow I will have to sew up the inner muslin sack and fill it with pellets before I’m completely done. It felt really good to work with my hands though, and I thoroughly enjoyed the sewing session, even though I’m not very skilled. In fact, it is quite a struggle for me to sew anything in a straight line!

Weirdly enough, after drinking heavily last night, I felt super focused today. My hypothesis is that the alcohol slightly damaged my brain, which overreacted by concentrating much harder and better than usual. It is maybe a similar reaction to exercise, where stress on the body and muscles forces them to develop further and be stronger.

Thought: Apparently I am now a 50 year old woman

Session 1: Nintendo DS brain training
Session 2: Wall Street Journal, Financial Times
Session 3: Fundamentals of Go 117-138
Session 4: The Persian Wars 250-289
Session 5: Wins, Losses, and Lessons 1-42
Session 6: CMA studying (1 hr)
Session 7: CPA studying (1 hr)
Session 8: CMA studying (1 hr)
Session 9: Sewing (2 hrs)

Education: 5/5
Focus: 5/5
Insight: 5/5
Ingenuity: 5/5
Timing: 5/5

Total: 25/25

Lessons Learned 2008-12-21

Tuesday, December 23rd, 2008

Let’s review the things that I learned this week.

1) When all else fails, be bold rather than timid

The alternative message here is “trust your training”. This is the test to whether a person has a fundamental understanding of what they’re doing or whether they’re just a monkey that knows the motions. A person who has true understanding has no fear of the unknown because they can fall back on what they know and adapt their knowledge to a new situation.

2) It’s all about the basics

Speaking of which, train the basics with an eye for understanding the concepts rather than just getting bored. The reason it’s better to train basics is that you’re breaking down concepts to their core components and then moving forward. Knowing concepts is learning how to use and apply facts, whether they’re new or not. As I remember Aki’s dad telling me, almost everything you ever learn is wrong and useless anyways. If you don’t know the concepts behind the facts, you don’t know anything.

3) You only get out what you put in.

Finally, a lessons learned where all the lessons are related. The ultimate lesson of education is exactly this lesson, especially when you’re only learning the basics. A lot of people are plenty talented and smart enough to be just a monkey that pretends to fake understanding, but when you put them in the crucible, they just fall apart because they don’t really know. But just because something is easy doesn’t mean it requires little effort.

Sunday December 21: Strange days

Tuesday, December 23rd, 2008

Things got extra weird today as I took Aki to the airport, came home to handle the studying, then hit up a Christmas party at Justin’s. The party was pretty fun, although I drank a little too much and ended up with a pounding headache. Still, it was nice to see everyone and I enjoyed the company.

Thought: Keep life simple. Don’t be troublesome.

Session 1: Nintendo DS brain training
Session 2: Fundamental of Go 110-116
Session 3: The Persian Wars 210-250
Session 4: CMA studying (1 hr)

Education: 2/5
Focus: 2/5
Insight: 3/5
Ingenuity: 3/5
Timing: 2/5

Total: 12/25

Saturday December 20: Home is where the heart is

Tuesday, December 23rd, 2008

I spent a good portion of the day with Aki and it felt like home again. This sort of thing is why I used to burn the bridge with my ex-girlfriends, it usually makes things more troublesome than necessary. I can’t say where things are going, but I’m taking her to the airport for her winter break trip to Japan. We’ll see how things are going when she comes back.

Thought: Getting confused? So am I.

Session 1: Nintendo DS brain training
Session 2: Wall Street Journal, Financial Times
Session 3: Fundamentals of Go 87-109
Session 4: The Persian Wars 164-209
Session 5: CMA studying (1 hr)
Session 6: CPA studying (1 hr)
Session 7: CMA studying (1 hr)
Session 8: Japanese studying (1 hr)

Education: 5/5
Focus: 4/5
Insight: 4/5
Ingenuity: 3/5
Timing: 5/5

Total: 21/25